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My name is Swathi and I'm pretty much a loser. If it wasn't for Karin Goodfellow, this thing would be a diary. In other words, people don't read it. But I post anyway, because it satisfies me. If you so choose you may email me at swathi.c.reddy@gmail.com. I am also on facebook.

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Oct 25

i have now literally lost 6 Lbs with http://apps.facebook.com/hcgslim/. Has anyone else tried it? If not, I highly recommend!!

Dec 21

oy

i tried to think of a clever title for this post.

but then i realized this blog is a diary, so who cares?

i’m sitting on the couch watching dvr-ed general hospital. i’m coming off of four days of being in the hospital. i’m sitting on my couch, half-naked. my apartment is half-cleaned. my dryer is whirring. my apt is half-lit (mostly to prevent the neighbors from seeing me half-naked).

i’m fighting thoughts of why i’m still alone. i’m looking at pictures of my baby cousin’s wedding and admiring pictures of her pregnant sister holding her older brother’s precious baby girl. i’m older than all of them and somehow i’m sitting here alone, with a full life, but still so unattached and un-depended on and feeling as if it’s only a half life.

i feel sad that my only consolations for this lonely life are that i’m attractive and going somewhere in life. and that some people find me funny.

it’s enough, right? to be a doctor, and to have a loving family that is not perfect but one which i can love perfectly, knowing and accepting all their flaws? to not have college or medical school loans, to not have rent but only a maintenance fee to pay, to have most of my income going solely towards vacations, clothes, ordering in, wine, partying? it’s all enough, right?

i think it is.

okay. i think this is enough to wake up tomorrow morning and go to work. it should be.

Feb 14

“If someone breaks your heart, just punch them in the face. Oh sure, it seems obvious now, but you’d be amazed at how many people don’t think of it when it’s relevant. Seriously, just punch them in the face and go get some ice cream.” Unknown (via littlemiss) (via windtunnel) (via sleepanddream)(via dearworld) (via lovepuppy)

Feb 6

kinda lonely

Jan 22

This is the floor plan I made of my apartment using floorplanner. It has some layout ideas that I’ve been throwing around. Currently, the apartment has no furniture, and my mattress and boxspring lie on the floor of my bedroom. Also, I don’t really want zebra-striped barstools. I’m just having fun.

The kitchen needs to be redone, and I will have an island/table made with barstools. It’s a small space, but huge by NYC standards.

Anyway, my decorating scheme will be modern/ethnic, with bursts of color. Think lots of natural woods with a deep grain, complemented by an autumnal palette. I am also somewhat obsessed with the idea of a colored crystal chandelier. For my foyer, I have my eye on an orange-colored branch chandelier I spied at ABC carpet & home made by Canopy Designs.

Number one best thing about my apartment: WASHER/DRYER BABY! (They’re in the kitchen right next to my stove, but nothing’s ideal in NYC. I’ll TAKE IT!).

This will all cost lots of money, I am aware. But I’m alls-grown-up so I’m okay with it. NO MORE IKEA! Nothing against IKEA, but I only associate it with past foolishness, design- and other-wise.

Jan 20

Jan 18

BAM! Snax on snax!

want want want

Jan 16

So…

when you text me, and then call me and leave a voicemail, and then text me again to tell me you called and left a voicemail, I will neither call you nor text you back. Are we clear?

And no, I will not tell you my favorite food.

Jan 14

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